Monday, May 23, 2016


Soap Box:  Soap Box:  Soap Box:

I want them all, every single animal...who has no one to love and live with!!.. wow..but I'm not a horder, others will take better care of them.. ... 
But as a person who needs to be in control of my world.. I would just love to be rich enough to create rescues in every country in the world to take under my arms every animal to give love and care and what ever is needed! 
I want to be rich.. really rich.. I want to help I need to help..... but that is sooo impossible! every animal depends on you!!
Will you turn your back, Will you ignore that look of desperation in the eyes?
 These eyes need you.. yes you and your help to save them.

yes you... please help someone! just because you can only help in a small way does not mean your not helping..

Each journey begins with the first step... take a step and help!
PLEASE HELP SOME RESCUE - They all need you!
The ones I help:
1.   Edina Pasic owner of Andjeo Sarajevo a licenced Rescue!
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2. Miska Oksanen creator of Help for Furries a non-Profit rescue.  
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3. Dalida Kozlic a lawyer, animal activist, and rescuer, She keeps most of the animals she rescues at her parent's property.
But because there are as many as 90 Dogs plus Cats, She must keep some in pensions. Thus, she needs money for food and shelter and vets expenses to keep them safe.
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4.  Indira Causevic feeds street dogs she has taken under her wings her faithful friends patiently wait for her .... she needs help to feed them...
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PayPal:  need new account  
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6.    Please support Marianne's Dog Food Bank (MDFB) and make it possible for them to keep helping dogs  that people have abused, rejected and abandoned.   Marianne's Dog Food Bank consists of several projects to help dogs and cats in Bosnia-Herzegovina.
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THANK YOU SO MUCH ...  I pray you help someone!

Nelda Percival
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Sunday, May 8, 2016


A Mother's Walk
written for Good Housekeeping Magazine in 1933 by ~ Temple Bailey

 The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and  the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." 

Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and the children shook with fear and cold, and the mother drew them close and covered them with her mantle, and the children said, "Mother, we are not afraid, for you are near, and no harm can come." And the morning came, and there was a hill ahead, and the children climbed and grew weary, and the mother was weary. But at all times she said to the children, "A little patience and we are there." So the children climbed, and when they reached the top they said, "Mother, we would not have done it without you." And the mother, when she lay down at night looked up at the stars and said, "This is a better day than the last, for my children have learned fortitude in the face of hardness. Yesterday I gave them courage. Today, I have given them strength. 

And the next day came strange clouds which darkened the earth, clouds of war and hate and evil, and the children groped and stumbled ,and the mother said: "Look up. Lift your eyes to the light." And the children looked and saw above the clouds an everlasting glory, and it guided them beyond the darkness. And that night the Mother said, "This is the best day of all, for I have shown my children God." 

And the days went on, and the weeks and the months and the years, and the mother grew old and she was little and bent. But her children were tall and strong, and walked with courage. And when the way was rough, they lifted her, for she was as light as a feather; and at last they came to a hill, and beyond they could see a shining road and golden gates flung wide. And mother said: "I have reached the end of my journey. 

And now I know the end is better than the beginning, for my children can walk alone, and their children after them" And the children said, " You will always walk with us, Mother, even when you have gone through the gates." And they stood and watched her as she went on alone, and the gates closed after her. And they said: "We cannot see her, but she is with us still. 

A Mother like ours is more than a memory. She is a living presence." Your Mother is always with you. She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, she's the smell of bleach in your freshly laundered socks, she's the cool hand on your brow when you're not well. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop.

She's the place you came from, your first home; and she's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love and your first heartbreak, and nothing on earth can separate you...Not time, not space...not even death! 

Nellie B. Bonstein
11 Nov 1916 - Pawnee, OK, USA
June 1974 - Seattle Wa, lived at Mc Cleary, WA
1st husband - Ernest Thedore Gilpin 1901 - 1975 (divorced)
2nd husband - Archibal H. (Archie, Bon-1b) /McMurphy/ 1909- ? California (divorced)
Genetic information:  MTDNA haplogroup H3
Died of interstititual pnuemonitis
Years ago and I still miss her!

Sunday, May 1, 2016



I have been begging for about 5 years now, maybe more. Day after Day, hour after hour seeing the crys for help coming out of Eastern Europe.  Knowing that if no one helps another being will die. I'm even crying here while writing.. I'm so angry at myself for not being stronger. 

Why doesn't anyone ...SOMEONE -- help these rescues in Eastern Europe. Now that isn't really fair, because many many people who have nothing, do help as much as possible! But it isn't enough.. Day after Day animals die of hunger, sickness, cruelty, Many different things That we who really care can do nothing about without money.  

Yes my desperation is money. I have never cared about material things, what can they give you? Nothing..A false attitude that your better then the next cause you have all this stuff... but if I had money I could help more... LOL I'd still be broke but it would not matter..because another life would be saved.

It seems like every rescue in the country of Bosnia and Herzegovina is asking for help. I really don't understand this country. They are not a generation or two from the devastating war they had neighborhood against neighborhood..Families being almost completely wiped out.. They still hate one another.. and yet they say they want to help the animals. But let one person from a different ethnic group do better then someone else and the hateful stories start.  The person doing good gets accused of not using the money for rescues. The people spreading these stories don't care that the animals will suffer... just that they hurt the other person, because of hate!

Then people like me who don't live there. Stop helping because we believe the person who told us they were cheating... My case is a little different. A dear friend went to Eastern Europe, Sarajevo was one stop she met the people I support and gave me a report on them and how they rescue.  So I continue to donate to them, even when the haters tells actual lies about them.

But it gets harder and harder to raise the funds for keeping the animals rescued from the streets safe..hatefull words have a tendency to spread like a wild brush fire in dry grass and brush...and it stops people who don't know better from helping..this makes me so depressed.. I feel like a failure.

Right now my three favorite rescues desperately need money...
3. HELP FOR FURRIES - Miska Oksanen
This rescue gathers money, food, blankets, beds any item needed and takes them to the little rescues that with out her have very little help, if any.

Miska Oksanen, an animal lover from Finland.  For years we have been collecting donations and donated money, food, medication and everyday necessities for varies organisations and private people who help homeless and less fortunate cats and dogs all around the world. 

This site was created to organise collective supply and fundraising and to make it easier for people to donate. We know how hard it is to choose who to help because there are so many in need and there is also a danger that the donation does not reach the animal. All of the people we work with are 100 % trustworthy and all of the donations through us go straight to the animals. 

We are always open in everything we do and keep track of all the donations; whether it’s funds, food or supplies.
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I am desperate to get help for these three rescues. 
Please give a euro if you can not help with more, because animals will die with out your help.. not a nice lets lay down and give up the ghost kind of death either.. the dog catchers of Sarajevo hate these three rescues and if they can, will kill the animals.. In the cruelest way they can think of..

I'm so afraid you will not help, I'm crying again 
please, I beg of you to help them